What love used to be

it used to be that we were together
told everything to one another
we never kept a thing away
even when it came to our razor blades

we had the oddest friendship
bandaging the bloody mess
that was our arms
the reflection of our hearts

we were different in every way
from the way we looked to why we’d lay
in dark rooms with blood running down
sleeping peaceful in each others scarred up arms

you were quite
while i would scream
your words were mine
my tears were yours
forever be in our course

once to many
time to say
we tried to stop
why we felt this way
we had each other
and no one else
it became to much
to look out for ourselves

we tried once and failed save by eachother
i saved you
and you held me
i stopped your bleeding
and you helped me breath

i barried you
you kept from me
the reason why
i shouldnt leave
i loved you
and you loved me
but now im lost
looking out at the water

the last place it was you and me