I have nothing to live for and from I’ve heard IV heroin is the best high there is. Â Also there’s a good chance you can OD easily. Â Should I start up an IV heroin habit? Â Perhaps if I get caught up with the wrong crowd someone would shoot me in the head..
FML..
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As someone who has started abusing heroin, cocaine, and alcohol (my three poisons of choice) once again, I would say only do it if you’ve got nothing to lose like I do. Otherwise you will severely eff up your life. But if you are like me, go for it. I only plan on living another five months so I don’t really care anymore.
You’d probably end up just living for the sake of taking the heroin.
So in the end you wouldn’t kill yourself, but be strongly addicted to heroin, broke, looking constantly ill and feeling it too.
Knowing how heroin functions, and choosing to begin using it anyway, does seem to make the addiction “intentional.” I don’t want to “need it.” Otherwise i’d like to try it, at least once, but because i know it will make me need it, i have always avoided doing so.
I probably shouldn’t chime in since I’m here so little of late….but social grace isn’t much of a strength for me. I actually spent a few weeks getting to know a young man who made a similar choice once. He ended up frying a very keen intellect mind and had been working to regain his losses for about 3 years. Ended up in and out of rehabs, with his suicidal tendencies building until he reached a peak, then used to keep himself alive. He was on a roller coaster of hell last time I saw him. He was such a talented man musically and in many other ways. It was sad to see.
Three decades: If you ever decide to give going straight a try, I can recommend a method that doesn’t require 12-stepping and where people won’t BS you. Nothing to lose, right?
Welcome to the weekend folks!
Its not worth and a stupid decision there’s plenty of addicts including me that would literally give everything to be in your position dont be stupid.
Just get used to the heroine, then take an overdose one day, but make sure you’ve taken three times the amount, and maybe sit in a pool or somewhere where people don’tnotice till you’re gone.