Just went on my last holidays, it’s pretty neat here. Two days ago I visited the bridge. The water is almost 4 meters deep and there are strong currents. The currents are something I’d like to have. The stronger, the better. They are so strong they are visible on the surface. The bridge is in the close proximity of something I don’t know how to call in English, but the idea is that this is kind of thing which people use to make water deep or shallow. It’s a barrier for water. The currents are so strong here. I think it will help me drown if I jum off the bridge when the barrier is spewing out water.
Here we have a nice little river. Today I was diving in the water searching for big rocks. I found some which are over 1,5 – 2 kilos, but they are full of worms, mud, and various living organisms. I put them into clean water and I will wash them and dry them. I somehow don’t want to put dirty rocks into my underwear.I don’t have many rocks, so I opted for bags with sand tied to my body. I weighed the sand and it’s approximately 20 kilos of sand per medium – sized bucket. It should suffice. However, I’m afraid that I will be to scared to jump and stand on this bridge for hours. It’s dark already at 9 PM, so I think I will just hang around doing crazy stuff I wanted to do my whole life, and then go to the bridge. I alway liked the idea of doing thing that you never had guts to do and then killing yourself. It’s great experience for me.Â Before I die I plan to meet my fiends, graduate, and plant my own tree. I will leave a bag with my suicide note on the bridge, so they can find my dead body.