Dispite the fact that this is not a personal chatting site I still hope I can fine some one to talk to.Dispite my my family and the friends I ,worked so hard to make, I find my self looking for some one to connect with.Dispite the fact that I found an awesome friend that got me in ever way that I couldn’t possibly crush on, becuase he was gay, I still ruined our friend ship by not being able to talk to him any more. Dispite finding and other cool person later one I still ran away becuase white guys don’t like tall black chicks. Dispite the fact I had a guy friend who liked me and was black I still couldn’t bear to let him hang out with such a boring, poor, unatractive person, when he can do much better. Dispite the fact that I am goraphobic messed up in most ways I still want to go out and just hang out with the people that shine brighter than the sun. Dispite the fact that I am a dark cloud pouring down rain and lighting. Dispite the fact i haven’t been lonely in three years I still feel the despair of being so diffrent that even is I was accepted by people no one should dare want to hang out with some one like me, even if they said they did I will only be a disappointment and a waste of time . I don’t know………….society is made for money, bright personalities,pretty people, and people who are smart. No matter how hard you try something’s are impossible to gain,I guess you only can work hard to fake it by make up, studying, and following thougths with the bright lives………….Dispite the fact this is not a personal chatting site I still hope for so e one to talk to even if it’s only short…..lol ……I like the terms for this site ….it’s ironic ……by reading it you still hope for what the terms say don’t hope for……lol….^^

1) you’re doin’ it wrong.
2) did you just say “white guys don’t like tall black chicks?” I don’t think that’s very accurate at all.

You seem to have placed the entire contents of your post, in the ‘title’ field, rather than in the actual content field.

I consider myself quite nerdy, but not “entirely.” I’m probably less “nerdy” than other “nerds,” though i still identify with the stigma.

I might admit that “tall and black” are not the first things i choose, when considering what i’d like to find in a mate… but being tall and black won’t rule you out or prevent me from giving you a fair chance, either. I think i like “black chicks” more than i like “tall chicks,” but neither is a deal breaker. There’s just something about a strong, physically robust woman, that i find very appealing… and the dark skin tones just make “it” even better.

I like intellect and shared opinions, more than pretty much anything else… but as far as the physical goes, just be healthy. You don’t have to have a perfect body or a certain skin color to be gorgeous or highly attractive. You have to act like you care about taking care of yourself, like you value yourself, but not like you’re just better than everyone, and too good for anyone who didn’t just walk straight out of your best dreams. Just be the best human you can be, and try to find another human who appreciates you for being you.

But yeah. You don’t have to be “strong” necessarily… but you DO have to be “alive.” You don’t have to exaggerate your movements or speak louder than anyone. You don’t have to be “that loud black girl.” Just be yourself. If people don’t like “yourself,” then they’re probably not worth your time.

I just wanted you to understand that being “tall and black,” are surely not the most important aspects, when it comes to whether or not you “click” with someone.

You don’t have to be “the black chick,” and you don’t have to act however you think everyone expects “the black chick” to act. You can just be who you are. That’s the best way to find someone you actually get along with, which is what you should look for, instead of trying to find some predetermined “style” or “type” of person that you think you want.

Being tall is okay. Being black is fine. Being both tall and black, while perhaps less common or less widely sought, is not necessarily a disadvantage, and can be advantageous in some ways. Neither of those traits should make you feel less attractive.

Sure. I mean, I don’t dislike it… i think it’s a valid and valuable visual art and entertainment form, and can be enjoyable sometimes.

The first anime i saw was Akira, way back when…

And i had a half-japanese friend who introduced me to the world of anime, japanese cultural ideas, some of their words, and taoism. Dude was probably one of the best roommates anyone could ever have.

I like some of the anime that has played on [adult swim], but i realize that’s often quite “mainstream,” and sometimes doesn’t really count as “liking anime.” The most memorable stuff would have to be FMA, GITS… and some others, but it’s been a while.

So yeah. I “like” anime, but it’s not “my thing” or anything. I’m not obsessed with it, i don’t usually seek it out, i’m not actively into it, but i think it’s cool, and it’s a cool thing to like. I’m mostly into other stuff though.

I don’t really watch tv or movies anymore. I prefer gaming or just sitting quietly… or reading/writing on the web.

I realize that’s kind of a lot to say, in response to a yes/no/sort-of question… but there it is.