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Everyone’s leaving me. How can I trust people?

by dbg

Three years ago this summer I lost my father. He managed to make it to my graduation and my first summer semester in college. However, towards the end of that summer my father decided to take his own life. To be a victim of SUICIDE.

During that summer, I lost three of my best friends. Not cause of death, no. But because we split up and went to different universities around the state. We do still talk to each other from time to time, its just hard to find another group of people that you share some of the same interests in, the same personalities, and same basic humor.

During that summer semester I joined a fraternity. They are a great group of guys. I came real close to some of them until this past spring semester. My closest friend in the fraternity decided to move back home after he graduated. so he’s about 5hrs away now and is staying there for good to find a career.

Another one of my closets friends here at school is about to leave in a few weeks. He’s going to school two states away. that is an 8hr drive from me.

Its just so hard to trust and be close to people when I know they are just going to leave me. I know it is just a part of growing up and moving on. But it just makes me so sad. I’m so bored with life because all of the positive people in my life are leaving.

I’m just upset and depressed about it all and I need to let someone know about it.

thanks

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DreamCatcher 6/12/2013 - 1:29 am

i know exactly how you feel

dbg 6/12/2013 - 1:48 am

it just sucks

JustKeepDreaming 6/12/2013 - 1:51 am

Sometimes people leave your life in order to make room for new ones. It is not always a bad thing, even though it may seem like it and feel like it at that point in time. Just keep staying strong and hold your head up high.

raj0920 6/12/2013 - 3:52 am

I am very sorry to hear the loss of your father. It must be very difficult. Just remember to stay strong and believe that things can and will get better. Friends come and go. I know this because only a few of my friends are still around. It’s okay though, eventually you will find a few close friends that will always be there for you. Trust me.

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