so im sick of this…. my drunk 15 year old sister is now bullying me to. she was my last true friend….. imma take all my sleeping pills tonight and all the pain pills i can find. i am srry i cant go one in this pain. imma just end it. i love you world i just wish u loved me back…. 
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Don’t let alcohol that caused your sister to do mean things take another victim. You are such a beautiful young girl. Life can be so hard and so lonely sometimes but is doesn’t stay that way. It just depends on how you react to it. Suicide has so many victims and your sister may feel responsible after she sobers up. The survivors are the ones that carry the pain. My oldest son discovered one of his friends hanging in the shower. It devastated him. She was my nephews girlfriend and they were fighting that night and he broke up with her. Both of them self destructed in their own way. My son turned to pills to numb the pain because he couldn’t talk about the horror he saw. My nephew turned to cough syrup, alcohol or anything else he could get his hands on. Everyone blamed him. Now he is in jail and I am thankful because he can sober up finally. Don’t let the misery of others take you out of this world. I read your words and saw your eyes. So full of life. Don’t do this.
Life is so fucked, I just found out about this blog because just like everyone here, I’ve been considering taking my life. The problem is that I’m not really sure. I have only been suffering from depression the past 6 months and I wonder if it will go away.
Our problems are very different. But we’re both here because we feel terribly lonely.
I don’t talk about this with nobody cuz I fucking hate it, but somehow it’s easier to talk with people that feel the same way.
I hope you didn’t do it tonight.
Now I feel all weird telling someone no to commit suicide when Im not even sure I won’t try it myself. I guess the answer for me is to wait, and maybe it could be yours too.
You never know if in the near or not so near future you might find someone, just one fucking person, that’s cares enough for you. Shit is everywhere and people are sometimes complete dicks, but there are also very few nice people that can actually turn your world around.
My writing skills suck and I wish I could write something motivating enough for the both of us to change our minds, but for now I will only tell you what holds me back from jumping to the other side.
The great thing in life is that absolutely nothing goes on forever, everything ends.
All the good and bad shit have an end. If we’re going through shit right now, chances are that either things will get better or the suffering in this life ends.
I kinda want to wait to see what feeling great is like again.
You might think that you’ve waited long enough, I don’t know, but try to change your life drastically, go live somewhere else. Try to change things around, if you really try and then nothing changes, then the optimism can end, maybe I don’t know.
Good luck on what ever you chose to do.
If I had you right here in front of me I tell you I love you, even when I don’t even know you.
Don’t. Trust me when I say its the worst thing you can do. I lived it …I know it firsthand. I lost my bff to suicide and nit a day goes by that don’t feel the loss and its been fifteen years
You are LOVED you are WORTH it..YOU will do amzing things in your life..trust me…suicide is a permanent solution to a te,mporary problem
This is a picture of a very cute girl. Look at those dimples! That jaw/chin line! That nose! That killer half-smile! Judging by appearance alone, you could surely make a worthy contribution to the gene-pool. I hope you stick around long enough to get away from your seemingly toxic family, and have your own life.
@tricia3396-
No… the worst thing you can do is directly hurt other people, especially those who trust you and are vulnerable. Trust me when i say: the worst thing you can do is even worse than just checking out.
The guilt-trip argument doesn’t hold water. The “you are loved” argument doesn’t hold water.
Our lives are about ourselves. If despite all this supposed “love” that all these people allegedly have for us, we are still absolutely miserable… then simply claiming that we “are loved,” isn’t going to do anyone any good, except to support the idea that love is worthless and doesn’t matter. If all this supposed “love” was really so important, would we ever be so miserable?
I’ve seen plenty of people use and attempt to justify permanent solutions for temporary problems. We all die… whether sooner or later, does it really matter? The only thing that really matters is if YOU are getting what YOU want out of life, not whether anyone else approves of it, and not whether anyone would prefer you to continue to be miserable just to avoid inconveniencing them.
You know what sucks? Looks do matter. This girl pictured above has the look to go far, or at least have a large selection pool of potential mates, meaning she can be “choosey” to some extent, meaning she is more likely than many, to find someone who is actually compatible, and not completely wacko-nuts. Still, some people just have a very hard time finding someone who is actually compatible. Sometimes “because many love you” doesn’t matter at all. What matters is finding the special ones you can love back.
I can’t find any reason to live anymore. I always keep thinking that we are all just gonna slowly dye anyway, so what’s the point? Am I just prolonging the agony of living? Working your fingers to the bone till the end?? I am just tired, the kind of tired that sleep can no longer fix. I can’t even consider the reasons around me anymore. I know that I’m loved, there are a lot of people who care about me, but I just want to disappear If I could only vanish and just become a dream. There is no point, no meaning. I’m just tired.
I know it seems like its the end but coming from a teens point of view it will be ok. my dad was an alcoholic and it made me nuts and I was constantly bullied. if you need to talk i’m here but suicide isn’t the answer i’m living proof that it will be ok.