This is my first post on this site. I just happened to google the title of my post and SP came up. Here I go, I am so sick of not having someone in my life to do anything with. I know it sounds pathetic but its getting harder and harder not to wish for some quick death. All my life I have went out of the way to help people and be a good friend. I tried to be a good brother, a good son. I was always told “Don’t worry, you meet someone”. That gets old after hearing it a few years. I’m not the greatest looking guy in the world, but I am human and I do need someone to be with, to care for and to be taken care of. It hurts me to go out everyday and see others in a relationship and I play it off like I got no issues with it. I don’t know what to do, I give up. If there is a god why doesn’t he intervine somehow, help me a little.
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I’m almost sixteen and I know that love is something you wait for myself, you either wait for it or work for it….to be honest when you’re desperate about love no one will come your way…unless they’re desperate….the only way is if you ignore it for one, and boom someone will come and you will be surprised 🙂
I agree with Rose. Be careful what your wish for. You have to be careful who you give your heart to. I have been burned badly in a relationship with someone who I thought was my soul mate. Turns out she was just telling me what I wanted to hear and desperate for love just like I was. But a relationship based on lies and mistrust won’t last. It didn’t last and was very hard on me in the end. I believe in love and relationships but for the moment I am focusing on the relationship I should have all along with the one on high. Called according to his purpose and his plan.