I can’t stand another day

i may not be much of help but here goes nothing. i have been thinking about death since i was small too, though im only 14. if your husband said that to you then he’s just a fucked up guy, like @coitus said, kick his balls hard enough so he wont have any children any time soon then go take a nap. dont listen to what he said, everyone is special in their own way. You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it. you are good enough to god, its just its not your time yet, so live life. make sure your son lives to be a great man and your dad dies (god bless him) happily. life is a ***** and we all know it. but you just gotta make the best of it. u are not alone in the world. u have ur son and dad, and if you stay positive, you will meet people who will understand. im sure you will and soon. never give up hope, no matter what.