i dont know…i really dont “…..”

at times when you just want to give up. for sum stupid idiotic reason your still walking this gosh damn Earth for everyone else’s sake but your own because your just alone suffering in a cold cold cold section of the Earth where it feels like there is absolutely no life, no help, no care etc… I know for sure there are people out there feeling the same way because I know all of you guys do. but u guys know what I mean when I say feel alone. right? that ONE person who I know is the only one that can help, has no idea I need it and I have no way to contact them. well I do and I am way to chicken to bother them. their busy, I know for sure!! what to do what the F*** to do!!