The more I write and talk, the more I started to understand why. I understand why I have thoughts of death. I understand why I want to cut. I understand why everything feels out of my control. I’m trying to get help, but I’m afraid it won’t work. I think I want to stop feeling this way, but I can’t decide if that’s really possible. I hope it is. Because I picked up a blade the first time when I was 12. Pills came at 13. And just maybe I can stop it all. I just don’t understand what it will take to stop.
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Hi,
I know you may seem like you understand and if that is the case then so be it, but the answer is looking you right in the face. You said it yourself. You’re afraid. Learn to live without fear. I’d venture to say to majority of us live with fear, it seems to be instilled in us every day. I am guilty of it myself, it’s just human nature, but of you can learn to fight it, and learn to live without fear, you will open up a new door and that path will take you someplace wonderful. Do yourself a favor and transcend fear, go above and beyond that voice on your head that tells you you’re afraid. Embrace the wonderful potential you possess and you will be just fine. I may not even know you but take it from someone who has been in your shoes and learned to harness that fear inside me. You can do it.
Thanks for reading this.