Sometimes I wish I had something horrible happen to me just so someone that “loves” me would notice that I am not okay. I’ll thought of the typical poison,cutting,drowning. But now everytime I’m by a road I want to jump infront of it. I’ve even thought o0f how much love and care I would feel if I got cancer. . . I feel selfish and on the right track all at the same time. Am I the only one?