My final post

Well I’m here at the lake, just me my gun and what’s left of this case of rocky tops. For once I’m finally at peace, I watched the sunrise an set an besides that I’ve done absolutely nothing today and loved it. I’m ready this time no panic, no fear everything is just dare I say peaceful. My heart is pounding as I write these last words but not racing just steady hard pumps, I’m a bit anxious with anticipation about what’s going to happen after I pull the trigger so I’ve sat aside any preconceived notions about the after life and just take it for what it is.

Well yall it’s been real an it’s been fun, but it ain’t been real fun so I’m goanna finish these few beers an get the hell outta here.
Here goes everything, here goes nothing.

Fairwell