My final words

I’ve had this saved for some time now. Realised from the moment I thought it that one day I would use it. My family, especially my parents, have the right to know why I decided to do the unthinkable. They have no idea I’ve been researching it for months. Devious really. This is a material world and I want out.

To My dear loving family

 

 

Forgive him all for what he’s done

A departed soul he has become

His pain and suffering  so much so

He had no choice but to go

Young, loving and so very proud

But in the end was beaten by deaths dark shroud

He tried so hard to see things straight

But time gave up it was too late

Although so selfish and his life was brief

His family separated yet united in grief

How sorry he is for what he did

How long for these angry feelings to rid?

A brother and sister eternally torn

Mother and father will forever now mourn

Nieces and nephew wondering why

Why did uncle have to die?

Where he is now he cannot say

Until last breath you’re dying day

Some place some time so far away

The heavens open and you pray

Why did he leave on this sad day?

He cannot answer he cannot say

Sat at his computer every night

Wondering if things would ever be right

A lack of friends, a lack of love

He seeked the answers from above

But they never came and so he waited

Filled with anger and so much hatred

His achievements were great his ambitions more so

But in the end he had to go

Filled with sadness and filled with fear

He’s punished the ones that held him dear

With no more strength and no more hope

Life became too much to cope

Pastures new he shall embark

Through love and laughter he left his mark

God will forgive and understand

He reaches out with a caring hand

Come then my son you are now with me

This is how it was supposed to be

I am so sorry please forgive

Please forgive me for what I did

All my love forever and ever

Dan xxxx