My way of getting even for rape

I have searched and found every registered sex offender in my area and like to write their name etc on the street they live on so others are aware and they live there. I never touch the property and do it at 3am at night. My daughter who is 23 got raped the same week I did but she is still suffering horribly. I know this isn’t directly related to suicide but maybe the pain we suffer that makes us feel self hatred and want to die can be fought back against. What others do to us deserves justice, not for us to hurt ourselves and keep suffering. My daughter still cuts herself out of shame for this. A lot of victims of sexual abuse  want to commit suicide. understand it wasn’t your fault……I just believe in getting even, fuck the healthy healing forgiving poetry blogs.