I’ve been “depressed” ever since I can remember…I am now 23 and I suppose I tried to kill myself for the first time a month ago. I say I suppose because I’m still not sure that thats what I was trying to achieve. I wanted to sleep, I took a lot of pills…couldnt sleep, didnt die. I’ve had the hardest month of my life and then I find out that a guy that less that two months ago was telling me he loved me, and one of my closest (or so I thought) friends have been dating behind my back for weeks. I found out through Facebook! I am trying to put a smile on my face, I am trying to keep busy…but at night, when I wake up, anytime I am alone, all I want to do is die. Does this feeling ever go away? Does it ever get better? Right now it just feels like I am obsessed with everything that has gone wrong in my life…why cant I look at the positive – at the silver lining?
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No it never really goes away, but yes it does get better and the silver lining is.what you take away from the experience
Hang in there, I lost my best friend to suicide 15 years ago and not a second goes by that I don’t ask why or wish I could go back and bring him back. Three are those who love you and would be lost without you. Its hard being on the other end, trust me when I say you are lived and you have amazing things you will acomplish don’t give up
I think it will go away and you will grow and become a stronger and wiser person. This will be life. Full of ups and downs and experiences that help you learn – hard lessons. But right now youre grieving a loss. It’s normal – how you feel – and it wont be forever. I’m sorry that you’re hurting.
Sorry to hear that you feel this way. This feeling will completely go away over time. People break up and move on. No one is worth killing yourself over. I would just forget about your two disloyal “facebook friends” and move on.
Hope this helps 🙂
yes it will go away.
but you need to work hard for it.see stay strong my dear.similar thing has happened with me also.so just stay strong.talk with people like i can talk with you.stay focused.change your priorities cut all contacts from ur bf and friend.and things will change slowly.reply me..
thank you so much for your kind words. its been a week since the whole ordeal and i already feel better…there are still moments where my mind reminds me of him or her and i feel like i cant breathe, but its becoming easier and easier to cope. i am also here if you ever need to talk…we need to stick together with people that can relate.
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