I have not told anyone this but one of the reasons I’m gonna kill myself is because I will not live the 9 to 5 pace. I don’t want to work like a programmed robot doing the same thing everyday. Life does not sound interesting. What’s so appealing about stressing about money your whole life. I don’t want to keep living simply because people say I have too. My life has never been easy I’ve worked my ass off to get everything back to where it should be. Nothing is what it seems it sounds good but in the end it causes a hole in your heart. No one wants to be around me, they keep leaving right as I let myself open up. What’s the point of screaming out if no one will listen. What’s the point in asking for help when no one’s there to lend a hang. I literally have nothing left to give. I just need a friend to stand by me. I’m tired of being kicked when I’m already down.
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Same here. I watched my parents do the same thing and I always said that’s not gonna be me. Looks like it will be me or worse since I have no will to succeed. I’m too discouraged to do anything about it so ive been hole up at home for 6 months after graduating college being depressed. Other things in my life happened that led me down this road of depression and suicidal thoughts. As I type this, I realized that it’s karma coming back around.
All I can say is that I am truly sorry for those who I let down and hurt.
I forgot to mention. Life’s a *****. I see no point to my future as well, I guess it’s cause I give up and I barley make an effort. I don’t care to anymore. One day I’ll be down again and worse than now, that’s if I ever make it out of this void. You say you work your ass off, maybe work your ass off one more time. Difference between me and you, I gave up on myself, you don’t sound like you want to do that.
Try again, Sam. Maybe you won’t have to do be a drone we fear to be 9 to 5 robot worrying about fucking money.