pissed yet again..
this is my life..
this is where i’m at
stumbling from 1 day to the next..
only another bottle to look forward too
with each drink the confidence grows
with each drink the pain subsides
no more I say…no more
what a complete load of bollocks it all is..
is today the day that it all ends..
or just another day of the usual hollow threats
need to get on that train and turn words into actions..
need to find myself
me..the real me..
can’t be ready..
but I am..
give me the strength and let me end this….