Life isn’t supposed to be like this.
I’m supposed to go to college in the fall. I’m supposed to become a nurse in 4 years. I’m supposed to look forward to the future.
All I can think about is suicide though. I don’t want to be alive anymore, I’m done. I know if I die I will mess up a lot of peoples’ lives. That’s the only thing holding me back, I don’t want to hurt everyone. Does anyone have any advice? I don’t know how to make these thoughts go away and they’re ruining my life.
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If you’re bright enough to become a nurse and if you have a future planned out for yourself then that’s a start. 🙂 if you hadn’t planned anything you’d think you were hopeless. These thoughts should pass if there’s not much else affecting you. Depression can be triggered by so many things for so many different reasons for many different lengths of time. If you think you’re generally getting better then don’t be surprised if you relapse, my understand says that it is a common thing to do. The thing is, if you can get over all these occasions then you’ll be better equipped to deal with future relapses and eventually you won’t relapse. Can you find creative things to do? Can you express the feelings any more than what you are doing? A bad feeling means nothing when you’ve let it out.