After a couple of suïcide attemps, i’m looking for the ultimate plan.
I almost died a year ago, but they found me. So now I wanna do it the good way.
The strongest thing i’m thinking about is drinking the antifreeze.
I’m not sure about what will happen, but about what i’m reading on the internet, death is one of the consequences.
I’m in hospital now, but the day i leave here (probably the end of September) i’m going to die.
Please help me to find the perfect way, because this life isn’t made for me.
(Sorry if my English is not that good, it’s not my native language)
Tynann
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Don’t do it…..and that’s coming from a person that is seriously about suicide.
Drinking Antifreeze??? Are you trying to die or get a F-UP liver & kidneys?? death is probably #10 on the list of consequences but you sure to get the number 1 result—severe abdominal pain
Not sure there is a “good” way. Antifreeze is like any other poisoning: lengthy and agonisingly painful.
The active poison in anti-freeze is ethylene glycol. This Wikipedia page tells you exactly what will happen if you swallow anti-freeze. It’s fucking ghastly!
URL: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethylene_glycol_poisoning
Pain is not a problem, but not dying is a hugh problem.
I know you won’t give me another option, but it would be great. I cannot handle this life, my past, myself. I cannot live anymore.
There is no other option than dying. And drinking antifreeze looks like a great option. I have 4 months to find thé ultimate option…
HELP!
I hope you don’t have to do it. But if you do, antifreeze would be painful and not for sure effective. Find a better way.
Unfortunately, per the rules of this forum, you cannot aid others in their suicide attempts. However, to be totally honest, I found at least 6 easily doable good methods just from google, and I spent I think 5 minutes searching. Sooooo, it’s really not rocket science. It CAN be, I suppose, but I feel like there’s no point in attempting to be overly complicated.
Alternatively, consider chatting to the cheery bunch of misfits on here, who will delight in engaging your every fantasy, however crazy it may sound to ‘normal’ people. You really don’t have anything to lose.
Good luck
You are anonymous here only known by your tags and your story that you decide to share. There are some that will help you in whatever you choose but there are some that can offer you help to find a different way. You are giving yourself time which means that there is hope. Some on this site have gone through tremendous suffering and pain and have made the choice to share their story of survival. You do have a choice and death is not the only option we have to get through this crazy mixed up world. Hope is hard to grasp when you don’t look for it.