That’s it. Â It will be a mercy killing if I off myself. Â I’ve been pondering/obsessing over this for 6 years now and I think I’m getting to the point where I need to make a decision or live another 60 years of torment. Â I can’t keep putting this off.
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Suicide is not the answer. We are here for you. I will talk to you, help you out of this dark pit. I have been down this road before. I want to heal too. We can help each other.
Thanks but no thanks.
I can’t be helped. My mind is broken beyond repair. 🙁
Please explain. I am here to talk with you. I can relate to what you are feeling.
Well, I believed I was poisoned but no one believes me because the tests came out as normal. So apparently I’m schizophrenic. 🙁
I feel the same way about being poisoned. Are you still around?
What happened?
Uhhh, I’d rather not say. You probably wouldn’t believe me anyways.
Oh that’s okay, and I wouldn’t know unless I know the story. I just want to say that I haven’t been in your actual position before .. (Being poisoned and no one believing me) but I was diagnosed with severe depression when I was 15 and I had no one that wanted to help me because I wasn’t able to move on after a few weeks. People just gave up on me. No matter how many people give up on you, you just have to keep going, as hard as it may be.
I’ve been going for 6 years now. I don’t know how much longer I’ll hold out. I’ve been trying to hang on though.
That’s good that you are still here. I find it hard too. The last 5 years have been a challenge for me. I cut everyday, and I have had 4 suicide attempts all in that 5 year span and I’m still here, I don’t think of it as lucky .. I just think I have been strong enough to battle it out.
@Ablackrose: I really mean this to be sincere and respectful, so please don’t get upset with me for asking the question. The reply I often read to someone who’s decided to end their life is something like, “You’ve got to hang on,” or, “You can’t give up,” or, “Suicide is not the answer.” My question is, why isn’t suicide possibly an answer for someone? I’m not encouraging anyONE to commit suicide, but I am asking how anyone else can know what is right for another adult. Why do we have to hang on? How much suffering do we have to swallow?
If we love our pets, and euthanize them when they’re unremittingly sick, and we justify the euthanasia *because* we love them & want their suffering to end, how is it that we prohibit all suffering adult whose pain is similarly unremitting the same medical solution? What is it that makes euthanasia/suicide OK in one case but not the other?
And another question–how the heck do we find old posts that we’ve comment on to read others’ replies? (Sorry, had to ask.)