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by Love to Longboard

I’m done trying. I tried to make things better for so long and it never works for me because good things never happen to me. So soon I will make my first attempt with a shit ton of pills and if that does not work I will go sit on the train tracks.

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Dave_N 6/28/2013 - 7:32 pm

Please don’t give up man. Don’t take those pills and don’t ever sit on the train tracks! Get help before it’s too late.

Love to Longboard 6/28/2013 - 7:39 pm

Thanks but I Am way past the point of help. My best friend came over. To stop me last night she cried and begged me not to do it. I did feel better while she was here but as soon as she left my mind went right back to where it left off. Which is how much longer till I can do it.

Dave_N 6/28/2013 - 7:41 pm

If she cared enough to come over and help you, then she must really care about you. I’m sure she would be sad to see you go. At least you have someone that really cares about you.

Love to Longboard 6/28/2013 - 7:45 pm

Yeah I am very thankful that I have her as my best friend so I hope she will understand one day that this is something I have to do.

Dave_N 6/28/2013 - 7:54 pm

She will blame herself for the rest of her life for not being able to stop you from killing yourself. She might even become suicidal and take her life one day as well. Sadly, suicide can cause other suicides.

alibee 6/28/2013 - 8:13 pm

Nothing ever stays the same. This includes feelings of hopelessness. You just can’t see that far ahead. Things always change, they are never constant. Dying will destroy the people who love you, and you will never get to see the inevitable change which will happen one day. I know you may not believe my words, but there is always hope in life. I was a Heroin addict with a death wish for 13 years, I suffered a lot in life and although you may feel that no one has been where you are or feels what you feel believe me you’re not alone. I wouldn’t have believed me a few years ago, but things really are changing and my life is getting better. Things always change

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