I am sick of not being loved and not loving anyone anymore. I am sick of not being sexually attractive to my husband. I am sick of 23 years of abuse by multiple people. I am sick of my severe mental illness. I am sick of nothing helping. Talking doesn’t help.
Medications don’t help. I am sick of the suicidal and homicidal thoughts. I just want to go away! The only way it can go away is for me to be gone. I can’t stand seeing my ex husband with someone else. I can’t stand that she is pregnant. I hate the fact that I am disabled. I just want it all to end.