hiiya, my name is *insert worst name in the world here*. i am 14 years young. i hate violence and the world. i do not understand why poeple are so mean all the time. im blonde. i have blue eyes. some of my friends call me dimples cause i have really big dimples. i cut. im sorry. i try my best tocover them up. and it works. i couldnt care any less about being popular. im to worried about music. im in love with nevershoutnever and my chemical romance. ilike fallout boy and panic! at the disco to. i have to buy new head phones like every week. im only about 5 foot 2.so im super short. i struggle with ana.(anorexia). im good at faking smiles. im going to summer camp monday. im going into 9th grade. im from arkansas, usa. if your in the area and wanna talk? you should contact me. i think thats it. ohkay im going to end this now… bye.
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Youre awesome, i dont know. Reading this made me smile, you remind me of my best friend.
happy to make at least one person smile!
I will say that anorexia is really bad on you. I had struggled for over 5 years with it and my body is paying for it. It might take awhile because it did for me but I hope you can someday find happiness without it.
I’m just curious… @my chemical suicide; can you share why you have an ED?
i have an ED because i got tired of looking in the mirror and seeing fat every where so i decited to do something about it. yes my freinds tell me im skinny but all i see is fat. im 95 pounds. and gladly dropping.
@Worth; yes, even you, I would like to know your story regarding anorexia..
Mine started when I was 15.. I had really bad low self esteem. I had friends that were so much skinnier than me. I was really envious. So I stopped eatting. By the time I turned 18 I was barely 115lbs and my height was 5″11. I couldnt even goto the mall with friends because I was so tired and had constant faint spells. Around the time I was almost 20 is when I got fed up with being tired all the time. I had to make myself eat because anything in my stomach made me nauseous. I had to let my body recover for a full year before I started actually working out the right way. Im over 21 now and weigh 135lbs and have completed p90x TWICE. I feel great and so strong dude. Its so strange because when I was anorexic I barely had the the energy to walk and now I could do one handed push ups like a beast lol. I hope you can get over anorexia because I know alot of girls dont. I know how you feel though. And getting over the fear of gaining weight was so hard. But instead of looking at regular models for inspiration, I turned to fitness models and commited myself.
I was just about to say the same thing. Except for looks you two are identical. She first got into my chemical romance and then Fall out boys and price the veil. Panic at the Disco… They’re quite the band 🙂 and keep on fighting 🙂 you’ll beat anorexia
@my chemical suicide; The poster “Worth” can probably help guide you towards a healthier lifestyle since you both – um, suffered from dieting/disordered eating and self-esteem problems. Good luck.