General How would you want to go and when? by Absolute 7/31/2013 written by Absolute 7/31/2013 I just want to know how all the other Sp’ers would like to leave this horrible world and when… Id like to just fall down in the middle of a street and die… And id like it to happen as soon as possible i guess.. 15 comments 0 Email Related posts question 9/26/2022 9/25/2022 priorities 9/24/2022 Anti Social Media 9/24/2022 9/24/2022 9/24/2022 9/24/2022 9/23/2022 Thinking about taking the toaster in the bath 9/23/2022 the biggest attempt i’ve ever made 9/23/2022 15 comments RealTalk30 7/31/2013 - 9:39 am *poof* into thin air would be nice..if it were that easy I’d say anytime would be great. Log in to Reply DeathDreamer 7/31/2013 - 10:13 am i wanna go quietly and as soon as possible.. preferably sudden death Log in to Reply PainNlife 7/31/2013 - 11:55 am To go to sleep and never wake up asap Log in to Reply greenparksgirl 7/31/2013 - 12:35 pm Painfully and dramatic. I think I’d like the attention for once. Log in to Reply witsend 7/31/2013 - 5:12 pm wish I could take a for sure dose of something and go to sleep. Log in to Reply Procel 7/31/2013 - 5:23 pm 140mg’s of nicoteen, after i attempt to get better (tho only if it fails lol) Log in to Reply Absolute 7/31/2013 - 5:28 pm These are all nice ways to go… Log in to Reply Serotonin for the Misfits 7/31/2013 - 5:37 pm I guess for me it depends on my mood. If I was angry I wish I could blow my head off in front of everyone. Just typical depressed, wish I could blow my head off in front of everyone. Log in to Reply Nevermore 7/31/2013 - 6:26 pm I’ve always loved the concept of jumping, to feel the exhilarating rush of flight, and be gone before I touch the ground. That would be my ideal way out, or to simply vanish into thin air, my existence erased from history. Log in to Reply PainNlife 7/31/2013 - 6:41 pm I would rather have my existence erased as well now that I think about it… Erase all memories and traces of me and just disappear into thin air… Log in to Reply Dez 8/1/2013 - 1:52 am I want to get out of this world in a car crash. Mainly because I’ve driven to many places with my family and it consists of my happiest memories…so why not go out on a trip somewhere? I want to die after my sister’s graduation. I wouldn’t miss that for the world. Log in to Reply Dez 8/1/2013 - 1:52 am I want to get out of this world in a car crash. Mainly because I’ve driven to many places with my family and it consists of my happiest memories…so why not go out on a trip somewhere? I want to die after my sister’s graduation. I wouldn’t miss that for the world. Log in to Reply clevername 8/1/2013 - 2:22 am I think i’d like to have one last great day, and then at the end of it, knowing this will be my last ever great day, i’d like to just lie down, relax, and fade to black. I would like to go in either the fastest, or the least painful way. I have already been subjected to far more than what i feel is “my fair share” of pain and torment. I’ve already spent my whole life patiently waiting for things to never happen, or for things to stop being the ways i abhor. In the end, i want it to be different. I want it to just happen and quickly be over with, like a band-aid… or i want it to be surprisingly painless. I want it to be the one thing that ever didn’t take too long or hurt too much. I think it would be great if my last thought was: “Hm… that wasn’t so bad.” But it will probably end up being just like everything else: not the way i want it, not by my schedule, too painful and drawn out. As an atheist (anti-theist) who struggles to even ponder “spirituality,” i probably wouldn’t mind if my body just stopped functioning, and my consciousness somehow carried on, but without the physical requirements of a body. If i could still be “me,” but purely in an energy-form, without being attached to any matter… that would be fine. I think it would be pretty cool to “ascend” to some sort of “higher plane” of existence, where i could still be a self-aware, conscious entity, but without all the complications of mortality. If i could somehow achieve that transcendence, and my physical body’s particles could just disintegrate and disperse… that would be ideal. But i’m pretty sure it doesn’t work that way, and that death is always painful no matter what, unless you’re somehow unable to experience pain in those final moments, whether through drugs or unconsciousness, or whatever. I think most deaths consist of a combination of extreme nerve and muscle pain, tingly numbness, suffocation, and profound disorientation. There’s probably more to it, but i’m fairly certain it’s almost never pleasant, even if it seems that way externally. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 8/1/2013 - 2:43 am Spaceship. 2503. Log in to Reply rach 8/4/2013 - 9:54 pm Nevermore your idea is perfect it’s exactly what I’ve thought of for a long time now. Like leaping out of a tall hospital building and imagining that somehow I can just disappear before I ever hit the cement. That’s perfect. And erase every trace of my miserable existence, because I wish I had never been brought here. Double perfect. Falling to death has a certain beauty and grace and liberation to it that hanging doesn’t have. It’s sort of the elegant method of suicide although I know the fall is horrifying and the body left behind is gruesome. But I can envision myself going that way. 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