Tonight is the last meeting of a Suicide Survivors group that I’ve been going to for a months. Its a group for people who have survived at least one suicide attempt in the last year. I adore the group members and hope them all the best… it breaks my heart thinking that I will be abandoning them in the following weeks; Â I believe its better to disapear then to make any announcement that I will be following through with my exit plan. It fills me with sadness to imagine any of the other members doing what I will be doing to myself… I baked cupcakes and decorated them with red and black icing hearts.
Why is it so much easier to care for other then it is to care for ourselves?Â
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Someone on this site once told me that suicide is incomprehensible to almost everyone other than the person contemplating it. When it’s somebody else, it usually seems like a bad decision.
Cruel cakes of icy goodness Q.Q still curious about your degree and where you plan to go on the second unlezs you meant carching the bus them nvm that question.
@Attheend My degree? went to UCLA for Art History. Hooray for useless degrees and piles of student loans! I think I’m going to take the amtrak to the Grand Canyon…
@duke That actually makes perfect sense… Thanks
I just reiterated what Cosmic Blip said. Do you think I could use this stiff to pick up suicidal babes?
Um whats your debt amount if you don’t mind sharing…Art history you say? They had the AP class for that at my high school. I considered it to be useless….there are jobs for it I just havent ever heard that it was a booming field. Why didnt you switch major? Or have a minor in something else as a back up?
fuck ya sounds like a legit group of people. id go to a group like that if there was one around here. when is this all going down anonbarbie? when are you leavin for grand canyon?