As the title suggests this will be only my second but final post… ive struggled with suicide, depression, anxiety, and anger for too long now. tonight is is the night I have nothing to stop me. I wish it was night already so I could get this over with cause i cant stand feeling this way any longer. got drunk and pissed my one and only friend off last night…for the bes that way she wont care about me passing…even if it does im done caring i told her several occasions that im no good for her…this will be practically a year from my last suicide attempt that she stopped…i dont really even know why im bothering to type this all out…not like i want someone to comment and try and talk me out of it…ive already read all the websites got it all planned out…just a matter of time now…. i always told myself i was just another statistic…they say suicide is the third leading cause of death for teenagers….in just a few hours ill happily be part of that.