i see nothing at all, no happines
When i tried to commit suicide i was serious about it. I locked my door turned my music on loud and ignored the knocks. Well i laid down my tools of trade, a bottle of vodka, to hide my shame, a razor at the wrist nothing would be missed. I.. I took a drink then grabbed my razor as i sat over a towel and just cut my thighs to hell i could barely walk after.. I called my best friend and everytime the phone rang and i didn’t get an answer i pushed the razor harder and Harder on my wrist.. She answered the phone and she knew something was wrong she asked if i was alright and i just broke down and said “no.. please help me.” 5 minutes later she showed up at my door she walked into my room to see me laying on the flood crying blood everywhere.. She slammed my door and ran over to me and hugged me and said “im so sorry ” she started crying. She took me to her house to get cleaned up so i didn’t have to reveal to my mother what i had done.
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How long ago was this? 🙁
it was about a year and a half ago
xo
Whatever it is that is hurting you badly, I hope you are feeling better, even if just slightly. I knew someone who cut herself. But I didn’t know about it until after 4 or 5 years through. I think she is the reason why I never dare cut myself, even when I want to hurt myself. I end up hurting myself using other methods. Either way, it’s not exactly a healthy thing, hurting ourselves, and I am aware of that, just as I believe you are aware of that. But it doesn’t change the fact that we do it sometimes. I always hope that other people don’t have to suffer so much and that things get better. Hang in there. I think it’s safe to say that everyone in this group is willing to give the support to each and eveyone of us.
That’s a good friend.
that’s a wonderful friend :).