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Lately my mother has been trying to take me to church. I’ve tried praying and going to church but in all honesty , Religion isn’t something I’m into. It’s just been a thing that people believe in ,Nothing more. On Facebook I like a page called ” Atheist English Girl” Where she posts pictures about religion and how she doesn’t believe in. I thought some pictures were funny so I liked it. She had posted a picture today about Marilyn Manson Saying “I like the bible , I like it as a book. Just like I like Cat and The Hat” And I thought it was funny . Also saw one where she quoted someone saying something like ” Who has ever prayed to satan , In the 18th century no one has payed attention to the sinner who needed us ” . I saved both pictures and I posted them . Now , Let me just say that you cannot argue with my mother . No matter what , She has caused me to be quiet. I can only type out my words now if I even try to speak them I cry and laugh. She posted “Take this down now.” and “Im telling you to take it down don’t tempt me” I took them down and as a joke I posted a status about ” If You do post your opinions on Facebook you’re crush won’t kiss you on friday at 12:00 sorry I don’t make the rules”. She called my aunt and my aunt passed me the phone. My mother ranted about my age and how I’m not an atheist . Never Had I claimed i was one. She then told me to get off the internet and so I did not. How do I respond ? Do I just agree and pretend to believe in Jesus and God when I don’t ? Do I start to become Quiet and never speak my mind? Or do I stand for what I believe in ?