“Beware beware the forest of sin, none come out but many go in.”

I cant stop crying. Why has everything changed!

I’m back to this rotting heap that is my mind and body.

I wish my body were rotting, maybe then it wouldnt be so fat and gross.

New relationship?  How can I have a good relationship with someone if I cant have one with myself.

I hate everything about this me.

I cant take a deep breath without tearing up,

I cant shower without a razor to my skin,

I cant sleep without dreaming of darkness and I cant smile without a stabbing pain within.

When did my life end and this nightmare begin?!