THIS IS A POEM I WROTE ABOUT MY LIFE!!!
BROKEN TOY
Laugh, like you always did. As I ran from your footsteps and cried as I hid.
Laugh, as I freeze with fear and tremble as you come near.
Laugh, and watch as my body falls. Treat me like a punching bag, you don’t care at all.
Laugh, as my screams fill the night. As I lay hurt, never strong enough to fight.
Laugh, leave me bloodied and bruised. You see me as a broken toy. A broken toy for you to use and abuse.
Laugh, as I bleed and bleed. Watch my existence slip away, as the lights in my eyes leave.
Laugh, as you walk away though the door.
But one day I won’t be your toy anymore. One day, but not today.
Not until I get the strength to fight away the pain, and fight away the one who should be ashamed.
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Good poem!
One day, you will have the strength. Don’t give up. At 13, so much more of your life is ahead of you.
thanks to both of you
im not 13 anymore im 15 i made this account right before my 14th bday and lost the log in info. Just found it but i havnt updated my profile
I understand. Just like at 13, you have an immense amount of life, time, and opportunity left at 15.
Don’t give up.
Ill try not to… so why did you join this site
Over the past few years, I hit quite a rough time in my life… Things reached a point last year that felt like rock bottom. Late one night, I Googled for ways to call it a day… and this site came up in the search results. The rest is history.
has it helped
The site can definitely be therapeutic. There is a good community here… and lots of people will offer support or simply listen.
do you know anyway i could get out of my life but still live
Graduate high school. Seriously. At 15, you have about three years left. Then you have a lot more input in what you do… college, work, the military, or something else. High school can be a big ticket to your future.
If there are friends, people at school, or leaders of a house of worship that you can speak to, that might help. Maybe they can help you make a strategy or get some help. Sometimes it’s good to have people helping you. It’s easier than doing things alone.
ok. thank you
i fuckin love it. anything with word play gets me. like how you started every line with laugh..love that shit. and at the end when you switched to symbolize a change in heart. cool.
Thanks no one has ever noticed that part before