I’m 15, depressed, suicidal, and I don’t care about who will cry if I am dead. I have a few of the best friends in the world, but they just don’t get it. Comforting me won’t work, I don’t want you to tell me I’m perfect, or anything close to it. I don’t even want you to tell me I’m alright. Because I know you’re lying, I’m not anything. I’m just a stupid f*ck who can’t do anything right. My parents hate me, I hate me. I’m scared of my extended family, I’m scared of everyone, even my own friends.I don’t believe anyone, they’re all liars in the end. my life is built around doing well and being normal. there’s nothing on the other side, that’s why I want to end it. One Direction saved my life the first time, and they’re still keeping me alive right now. I have a concert on the 16th of October and after that I don’t see the point in living. No one can change my mind. I’m a huge f*ck up, nobody likes me and I can’t trust anyone. i have nothing to look forward to in my life except for those five boys, and after I’ve seen them, I can die properly. Please don’t try and give me all this sh*t about suicide, I’ve read it all, I don’t need someone repeating it. The words become old, and eventually life loses its meaning. Sorry for f*cking up your day. So long and good night
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Don’t worry I’m not going to give you any crap about how it’s wrong cuz even though it is sometimes we just got to do the ” wrong” thing. I’m exactly like you. I’m 15 and I’m a girl. Everything you said above is just like me. Is something I would have written. The only difference is isn’t 1D keeping me alive. If you look at my post above your you’ll know what was. But now that I’ve lost it I’m ready to go. I have my day planned how to do it and everything. But until then I’d like to help you only if you want help. I don’t actually have an e-mail so if you want to talk let me know on here.
Sinkingship,
Don’t sink.
Why are you afraid?
What is normal?
Life doesn’t lose it’s meaning. And hey. If One Direction is the thing that keeps motivating you, then, just why not go to see them few more times. Probably they’re freaking awesome and then you just will leave it to one time?
And well. I’m not you and yes, I don’t know anything about you but I don’t think you’re parents hate you. Why would they? I do think there are people and situations when the only option is suicide. You’re not one of them.
So don’t sink. Abandon the ship and start swimming!