HomeRantsFuck being in love.Love, it is torturing me. It truly is horrible to be in love with someone who will never feel the same way about you. It eats you from the inside, causes more insecurities to appear, it’s just another thing that pushes me closer to killing myself. And I hate myself even more for falling in love with someone who only thinks of me as a sweetheart, someone with a perfect girlfriend that I could never compare to, I hate myself for getting myself into these situation. I just really hate myself and life in general. Can’t I die already? I don’t want to feel anything anymore, I want to be deep under the grass and dirt where I can finally be content in the darkness.
Fuck being in love.Love, it is torturing me. It truly is horrible to be in love with someone who will never feel the same way about you. It eats you from the inside, causes more insecurities to appear, it’s just another thing that pushes me closer to killing myself. And I hate myself even more for falling in love with someone who only thinks of me as a sweetheart, someone with a perfect girlfriend that I could never compare to, I hate myself for getting myself into these situation. I just really hate myself and life in general. Can’t I die already? I don’t want to feel anything anymore, I want to be deep under the grass and dirt where I can finally be content in the darkness.
Either cut yourself off from the person in question which is painful for both of you… Or try to maintain the friendship and smile through the tears whenever you have to spend time together. Either option sucks.
Try to distract yourself? keep yourself too busy to think about it.
I know this feeling only too well, the pain you can feel inside your head, your chest, your throat, spreading to your fingertips making them tingle and tremble as you cry. Its crippling. You think you’ll never get over him, but you will. An unrequited love is harder to get over because there’s no closure, you just have to be content in starting your own closure. As for never being able to compare to this ‘girlfriend’ don’t worry, I used to think the same thing until I saw pictures and she was wayyyy fatter than me with crazy eyes! Haha joking(not joking) but seriously if he can’t see the beauty and strength of your love then that’s his problem. Save that strong love for yourself and someone who will feel this way about you!
All of the comments above is PURE truth, so I cannot add much.. makes me glad to see that people can be sincere, at least here on the internet.
We all KNOW this feeling, but try.. just TRY to see your beloved one in other peoples eyes.. you see.. I have noticed one thing in life, this awkward feeling, that I keep meeting / seeing the SAME people.. just that they have a DIFFERENT appearances. What I am trying to say is that, you will meet that very SAME guy that you felt in love with.. it could in fact be an even more understanding and hotter guy.. than you have imagined. I suggest you to be as kind as possible, honest and sincere with yourself and EVERYONE around you, to make a change of inner YOU. Never forget the simple truth and root of our daily anguish.. it is that we are all humans who are longing for a DEEP love.. I believe it may be the very truth that we get connected to this oneness of boundless and heartwarming love (when we leave our bodies).. this love that every single human are feeling deep down, but just cannot express it completely ..in this reality at least.
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you get more than one romance in life.
Yeah. Unrequited love is absolutely hell.
Either cut yourself off from the person in question which is painful for both of you… Or try to maintain the friendship and smile through the tears whenever you have to spend time together. Either option sucks.
Try to distract yourself? keep yourself too busy to think about it.
Wish i could offer more than that..
I know this feeling only too well, the pain you can feel inside your head, your chest, your throat, spreading to your fingertips making them tingle and tremble as you cry. Its crippling. You think you’ll never get over him, but you will. An unrequited love is harder to get over because there’s no closure, you just have to be content in starting your own closure. As for never being able to compare to this ‘girlfriend’ don’t worry, I used to think the same thing until I saw pictures and she was wayyyy fatter than me with crazy eyes! Haha joking(not joking) but seriously if he can’t see the beauty and strength of your love then that’s his problem. Save that strong love for yourself and someone who will feel this way about you!
All of the comments above is PURE truth, so I cannot add much.. makes me glad to see that people can be sincere, at least here on the internet.
We all KNOW this feeling, but try.. just TRY to see your beloved one in other peoples eyes.. you see.. I have noticed one thing in life, this awkward feeling, that I keep meeting / seeing the SAME people.. just that they have a DIFFERENT appearances. What I am trying to say is that, you will meet that very SAME guy that you felt in love with.. it could in fact be an even more understanding and hotter guy.. than you have imagined. I suggest you to be as kind as possible, honest and sincere with yourself and EVERYONE around you, to make a change of inner YOU. Never forget the simple truth and root of our daily anguish.. it is that we are all humans who are longing for a DEEP love.. I believe it may be the very truth that we get connected to this oneness of boundless and heartwarming love (when we leave our bodies).. this love that every single human are feeling deep down, but just cannot express it completely ..in this reality at least.