Im not sure if this is the one that shows up in the homepage
I fuckinfg hate everybody I hate where im from My poor dad got accused of a crime(sex offender) and I had to see him walk around with this fucked up look on his face for fucking years,till we moved from our old house, they even fucked up his truck the back of it sctartchted it up…He kept the same job for years. There was always this white van parked in front of my house I don’t know if someone parked it there on purpose,but I didn’t realize people ‘knew about my dad’ till like junior year of highschool…I walked out of my classroom when they starting talking about fucking fucking fucking fucjing megans law because I know I would get emotional telling everyone to shut the fuck up I fucking hate everybody I fucking hateverybody I fuckibng hate everybody..Then this guy took me to a hotel room and I didn’t know his name or anything and then when I seen him again he had like this full grown weird beard mustache thiong it was just weird I don’t know why he did that I seen him on the bus I guesss cause he thought he was goona be looked for for molesting or raping some girl?? Idk I don’t know its just weird Im half mezican but I fucking hate Mexicans I tripped out hella hard a few years back and totally went schizo I thoyght some guiy made a porn of me and I was walking around the street trippin and I told this random little girls if they seen me in the porn and they said you looked ugly something like that….I hate the fucking guy I was chilling and hanging out with today everything about me annoys him his fucking mouth,Its sad though cause hes pissed like me I guesss birds of a feather don’t flock together right? I fucking hate everybpdy I fucking hate motherufxckers Ill shopoot you all and rape your grandma with a shprt hpt knife I fucking hate veryubody M<y revenge is to get hella fine and fuck with everybody[ I feel uncomofrtbale around people I hate people and I tell fake answers and excuses when really I just wanna stay inside all the time unless I look cute I fucking hateverybody I fucking ahteverbody I hate goiong out I used to love people now im some kind of hateful hermit I hate everybody
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Bring it on trolls,Let me get a look at you ill call you insecuritys out right away.
Mind you im pretty,Im pretty active everyhwrere
How many of you fucking lowlifes could keep a job with some nice kicks? Nobody motherfuckers nobdy
Mind you I have 3 diagnosis But I don’t belive in them,But If wanted too Im pretty sure ill get away with some hopsitol time over jail hahahhaha
what are they? your diagnosis?
You tryin to relate lol Im have ied(intermitede exploisive disorder) I got that when I was a teen(16) Bipolar and major depression…Thanks for asking do you have a diagnosis?
You tryin to relate lol Im have ied(intermitede exploisive disorder) I got that when I was a teen(16) Bipolar and major depression…Thanks for asking do you have a diagnosis?
Well technically no…I have never been to a doctor…I dont want to go because all they do is give you a pill and if you tell them you are suicidal like I am they are obligated to put you in a nut house until “you are no harm to yourself or others”…but I know I have a form of depression and a personality disorder ….I just dont know the specific ones….I see your post is kind of all over the place but I read it….I think you just feel like most of us here do everyday
Rookie and internet diagnosis…Haha Im just kidding Im just in a really bad mood today Im about to start my period …Im on diet pills as well…are you a guy or girl??about how old are you
and true about the pills,Half of them(unless you have insurance) wont even listen to you and they’ll just prescribe you medication,The wrong dose even,Too high, sucks lol
Im a 21 year old child in an adult male body….I say that because I don’t have the mental capacity or ability to function like an adult….Im too easily hurt by things and I can’t get over my mistakes flaws and faults….and yes when I used to have a girlfriend a while back she was crazy on her period as well…
Without insurance or money you are a leper to a doctor… they won’t even give you a life saving operation if you can’t pay the bill and lack adequate insurance coverage
True,im goimng to go now…You could messege me if you like
Im 22 and from cali:)
message you how?
If you click edit below my last messege you could messege me:) or my email is hellahumble@yahoo.com
Okay I did
ha nice. i think i posted a rant like this when i first joined this site. maybe i was on my man period…? sorry about all you went thru…truly. it gets fuckin intense sometimes. i got depression and a bunch of other shiiiittttt…its much more complicated than just “depression” but i just say that to ward off another explanation lol. and most people on this site don’t really troll. i’d be pretty low to troll a suicide site. i can relate with the hate too. you def don’t filter yourself lol. ah well sometimes ya gotta get rid of that nasty filter and lett’em have it.
^commented already under diff name Killswitchon…
i feel the anger though. that’s what i get from this. in terms of writing it’s alright. rants are seldom gems in the writing department. i can tell there’s a lot of stuff going on in your head especially when you wrote this. its disjointed like you had a million things going through and trying to get out of you. keep writing
Ohh lol recognized the writing haha thanks then for commenting noe and then
Alright then well thanks for commenting again haha ttyl
Don’t listen to that voice that tells you to kill yourself because that’s the demon of suicide putting self hatred and guilty thoughts into your head to make you so depressed causing you to end up killing yourself ! What ever sin you did go straight to Jesus Christ and confess it , repent of it with a sincere heart and Jesus will forgive you ! Jesus wants you to live ! Jesus will never tell you kills yourself that’s the enemy’s voice ! Rebuke it , get back on your feet and say I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me ! The demon of suicide attacked me one time causing me to put a wire around my neck but thanks God I’m still here and have learnt to keep your friends close but your enemies closer ! Know your enemy ! Your enemy hates you and wants you to die but Jesus loves you and wants you to live ! I had quiet a few attacks from the demons since being a Christian but thank God who is greater in me than the Satan who is in the world ! God always gets me back up and makes me more stronger as what dosent kill you , will make you stronger! So be watchful don’t be ignorant of the dark rulers ! They exist the demons exist , don’t act like they don’t or ignore that they exist because that’s when you become an easy target not knowing their devices ! You should acknowledge them so then you can rebuke them in Jesus name so you can then serve God to the fullest without distractions from the dark rulers lurking about ! Otherwise 1 minute your happy next your sad next your depressed next your doubtful next you want to kill yourself next you hate yourself next you love yourself … Your up down up down not having a clue what the heck is going on ! The fact is were in a war, not with flesh and blood but with the dark rulers of this present evil world ! And they have their own names and own characters ! So put on the full armour of God so you can stand against their tactics …..
“The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I (Jesus) have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. “