The reality bout it is one day soon I will die by my own hands it feels good in a way. Some may think me selfish/coward but fuck them I’ve tried getting help but it’s like no one cares but I Spose they have their own lives to worry about so I’m done they done need me fucking with it
If it is what you decide to do then I hope you find solace. You are not a coward or selfish those are just labels society uses to describe people who choose death over life. As if choosing death is cowardice and choosing life is courageous. Its really a facade, a sham, a bunch of bullshit….a soldier who dies in combat is considered courageous even thought he technically chose death by participating in warfare which has a high lethality rate. A rich male titanic survivor who chose life over death by taking a seat in a life boat was considered a coward because he didn’t perish with the boat. Its all about the circumstances surrounding the death that people use to judge you rather than looking at the person themselves. You could be a billionaire who donated all his wealth to charity was a humanitarian and did great things but if you commit suicide all of a sudden you are a coward and selfish? Even if you are just a normal Joe they way you died shouldn’t give people the audacity to throw labels like that on your name unless they knew you in life and those labels accurately fit your character. However, like you said fuck them and what they think after the fact if they don’t care while you are still here.
Idc what others say. Please dont do it even though you don’t see it now there’s a reason why your here and I’m sure your a wonderful person and you always ha e the future please don’t do it. Talk bout y u wanna die it will help PLEASE
I’ve got nothing I made some really bad decisions my family don’t want to know me. I found my mum dead when I was 9 due to suicide she knew that was the best way out so in a way I’m following in her footsteps
You can recover from most bad decisions….depending on the circumstances….but does your family shun you? How do you know they don’t want to know you? I’m sorry about your mother but don’t do it just because your mother did it. I think everybody has the right to their own choice of life or death but I think one has to have a deep reflection before making a choice of death…..That may have been your mothers choice but if your circumstances in your life can be fixed then try to fix them….most people are dealing with things and problems too big and too complex to fix….If possible try to resolve those conflicts before you end up like me where killing yourself is actually the best option for you
My family told me they don’t want anything to do with me and I don’t blame them I’m an asshole I’m done the best thing for the world is for me to go
Or, look at it this way:
If they want nothing to do with you, that’s one less thing you don’t have to worry about. You can just live for you, however you want, whatever it takes, without having to worry about offending or upsetting your family, without any concern for their approval.
Lots of people get very hung up on what their family will think of them. You have a unique chance to not have to deal with that, and to simply focus on making yourself happy, regardless of what a family that doesn’t want to know you, might think.
The disregard of your family doesn’t have to be a bad thing. It can be a kind of freedom.
I never think that suicide is the answer to what other people think. It’s only about what You think. So don’t worry about what they think, or whether they approve. Worry about what You think, and try to do what’s right and best for You.
Its not “the best thing for the world” that matters. Its whats best for you that matters. The world doesn’t care if we kill ourselves or not it goes on and continues without the slightest regard for whats in our best interest. You need to decide what is is that you really want. It sounds like you just want to be accepted by your family not death. Me? I truly want death there isn’t a thing in this world that could make me want life besides a time machine…. but anyway I don’t get that vibe from you. I think you should tell your family how you feel…..If that doesn’t work then maybe you should give them space because then you will know for sure that they don’t care.
I like that idea of a time machine let me know how u go with thatp
I like that idea as well but the harsh truth is that it will never be a real thing…… Leaving me with the only other solution I feel acceptable which is suicide…..that is just me though….I don’t feel you need suicide because you can still fix your situation…However, I don’t know the full scope of things so it is still a choice you have to make but I just think you need to be rational and logical in your reflection and decision
I chose not to tell full story that’s my business and we will leave it as that as I said I’m done my option is suicide I don’t plan on waiting around for ‘the good’ of the maybes I’m sure you understand that
Yes I do….. well whatever you decide to do I hope you find solace
You can believe when you die, that’s it, your dead, no more feelings, thoughts, regrets. No god, nothing to worry about. So how come when you are really close, when you really want to, you think about god, and worry a little about what is going to happen after? HMMM, go ahead and post your explanations, but people who have been through it know what I’m talking about. The ones who kill themselves just followed that impulse and really didn’t give a fuck. But if they can feel shit after they died, if they can think thoughts or feel regret; then I’m sure they do. It feels impossible to turn shit around, I know how it feels. A lot of people on here know how it feels. Anyone who ever wants to chat, skype, whatever, I”m not scared or ashamed of the things I say and feel. I just want to help anyone else who has to feel that way too.
lol. Is that really your argument? “HMMM?”
Dude, people think about “god,” because it’s an idea that has been ingrained in their psyche since birth.
Suffice to say, i have a dual approach. I believe there is nothing, that we are no longer conscious or aware of anything, and that we simply no longer exist at all. However, realizing that i can’t be “completely sure” of this, i also find it reasonable to prepare for the possibility of a disembodied existence and awareness, you know, “just in case.”
I know how i’ve lived my life, and i know that if there really is a god that made me an atheist and doesn’t want me to know he exists, then he surely would not punish said creation for being exactly what his “divine plan” intended me to be.
I also know that there is nothing to suggest that we remain aware in any way, and that “nothingness,” and not even being able to perceive my own lack of existence, is what is most likely. The idea that “this life” is all we ever have, makes me mourn the loss of all the potential i was unable to harness, for whatever reasons. Time is ticking right now, in each moment that passes into the eternally irrecoverable past. With or without any god, that is permanent consequence. But that’s also what gives it sacred value. We get to do this once, and then that’s it.
For someone to say “even though this is all i’ll ever have or do or be, i simply cannot go on this way, and am ready to face the unknown, even if it means being nothing, ever again…” that is BALLS. That is courage. That is sacrifice of the most important thing that anyone can have, and willingly confronting one’s own mortality.
well i think youre worth living among others here .. 🙂 do it