I really don’t know what to do. At least I’ve had my life insurance policy for several years. But, the payout is only $100,000 and the family could use more. Over time, I’ve crawled into a deeper, darker hole. I go through the motions, but even that isn’t what it used to be. I used to be able to fake it all much better. Now, my home life and work life are affected and it’s been in a downward spiral for months that is worse than the years prior. Is it better to have my son grow up with a parent who seems depressed and lost all the time, or to release him from that?
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It’s better to be there for your son. With time and perseverance, you’ll be able to work through the challenges. For the sake of your son… and yourself… it’s probably a good idea to reach out for some assistance. Perhaps work has an Employee Assistance Program?
Wow you pretty much described how I feel, only problem is I’ve just been to damn down to figure out how to write it. Do you write a lot or did that greatness just happen?
i agree and i know how it feels to loose family mentally emotionally and physicaly. Stay with your son..no matter what