I hate having a scientific mind, it’s like I can’t have a normal life because I’m thinking of things along the lines of “I feel like we are made of nothing, the whole concept of how we live life and how we sleep is unexplainably weird. We have eyes, mouths and ears.. We are walking limps.” It all sounds funny but it gives me this really nasty hopeless feeling. Trapped in my mind kinda thing. I wish I could think what normal people think but I’ve bypassed that mentality long ago. I’m living for my family and boyfriend in whom I love dearly. Life just is.. It’s all we know and to be apart from it just wouldn’t be the same. Life can be hard and frustrating but we have to carry on cause’ think of it in a way that life is all we know. What happens after death is questionable. There’s nothing that Earth has to provide for me but I still keep going in hopes of finding a spark in life. C.S Lewis wrote: “If we find ourselves with the desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that we were made for another world. That just may be true. All this pain and suffering has to come with a price. Maybe there’s hope in the afterlife, if there is one.. I hope.