update, I have things set up. I am drinking and thinking things over. Its funny because today my droid razr broke and then my xfinity cable box stopped working. So I am all alone with my thoughts! It is strange how things happen at the same time when I am about to do something. I hit my phone a lot but today it guess it had the final hit and then the screen broke. LOL. After all the times I beat the crap out of it for being slow and me being impatient and infuriated. This is the time it broke! My cable box won’t boot up and I can’t even call friggin tech support1 I guess the world is trying to egg me on. Tv is a big distraction though! LOL. Well I am drinking away and trying to numb my head. I can’t wait to be free. Getting close and there is no turning back.
man.. I am really getting high off my own thoughts..