Sleeping pills never work, I know that from experience. But I’m trying some new and powerful shit tonight. I’m taking them slowly so I don’t barf, mixed with whatever else I can find. I won’t die from it, but the 15% chance I referred to in my title is the chance that I’ll get to the point, through delirium and lack of inhibitions, that I’ll take a carving knife and start sawing away. Or start violently hurling myself against this window until it shatters and sends me 7 floors onto the pavement. And yes, I know falls of less than 8 floors are rarely fatal, but the glass on my neck, knife in my gut and pills in my blood might just increase my chances of hitting the jackpot.
85% chance that I’ll just wake up with an awful headache and more exacerbated liver damage to supplement what I’ve already got going. But oh we can dream of that other fifteen. Night all
PS to the moderators, I notice you or someone have been deleting my posts. Who knows why; maybe I get too explicit in my methods or descriptions. Feel free to delete this as well, this post certainly didnt help me any