I am in a group and we are 4 friends. My bf is 1 i am 2 my friend is 3 and my bf friend is 4. My bf is in the hhospital because she ait some cristal glasses by depression, I beging to talk to friend number 4 she begang to say that she is there for me and I feelt a little better but then she begang to say shes jelouse of me and that she wants me to get out  of my bf’s life. I said no thst I will always be there for her she got mad and begang to insultme and had a really ugly fight. I feelt so worthless and betrayed I went to cry and I wanted to cut so badly. then my bf texts me knowing hat happend and I told her. The next day friend number 4 texts me sayng that she wants me to apoloyize her because she feelt bad and that I have to change and be a good friend. And I want to punch her so bad.
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Hi, how old are you?
I know that feeling. I was depressed throughout high school, and my “friends” didn’t do anything to stop me or help me. I’ve cut myself and they just sit and watch like its normal and healthy, I have had a severe medical emergency at the school, and they did nothing, or even bothered to ask if I was alright after it was over. Friends come and go, but one day you will meet people who make you feel more special than you ever have felt before, and they will be real friends, not fake ones.
@second: Hi 17
@Endless; I have one and she is always there for me today I cut but I dont remember doing it to me, and wanted to die, and she came to me crying and huging me saying she dosent want me dead. And a friend of the hospital also cryid. does 2 are theonece that are there for me. That they care.