So… I’m planning to commit suicide soon.
I’m with him for 5 years now, we live together but I’m not in love anymore. He knows something is wrong, we don’t cuddle or have sex anymore, I’m often alone in the bedroom, I don’t talk a lot to him anymore…
I don’t know if I should break up with him before killing myself. Or should I let him believe that there was hope for us ? What’s better for him ? “My girlfriend killed herself” or “My ex-girlfriend killed herself” ? I don’t want to hurt him but I would like to be honnest before I leave this world. But I don’t want people to think that I commited suicide because my relationship ended.
I wish my english was better so I could explain better… What do you think ?