I don’t know what to do anymore. It feel like I lost everything that holds importance in my life has left me, and I don’t have the energy to take it back. I sit here and I think and I watch the ugliness in the world around me. I try to stay possitive but all the pain just builds up to were I can’t paint anymore and I lose confidence with my singing. Maybe I should try writing? I just need something to keep me from going back to self harm. I feel alone in the world just waiting to die and I can’t take it anymore. I recently went through a hard brake up and lost my dog I had all my life. My friends made hang out with other people now that my best friend Ashlee’s gone. I just want someone to be here and tell me it’s okay and give me a hug. Just so I don’t feel so rundown and unwanted. People tell me I’m attractive or how everyone wants me. If that’s true why can’t I see it? I’m just lost and unsure of where to go from here.
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Stick with singing I’d love to hear you sometime, and you have to love yourself before anything else
“You’re a beautiful gifted talented soul.” If you saw what everyone else sees you’d become conceited and full of yourself. Know that you are good enough, even if, you don’t have an outside perspective into the whole package.
Bud, you have an amazing voice!!!! Slick with it 🙂 I love listening to you sing. And I would give you a hug in person if I had a way to get back, but I moved like 8 thousand miles away :/ but I hug u over the Internet every time I talk to you. You are an amazing person, and have potential to do anything. I believe in you, I have faith in you that things wil get better for you. I miss you and love you like crazy!!!!! I just want you to know I think about you every day. I hope you feel better than the last time I talked to you. And if your down I try to help you with all my might. You are fantastic and I couldn’t ask for a better friend. Just hang in there ok? 🙂 I will always be here for you no matter what. Through thick and thin, through times where you just want to give up, through times you feel on top of the world. No matter what, I will always be here for you.