Rants All too much by mm9 10/21/2013 written by mm9 10/21/2013 Everyday it seems to be getting worse and worse. I’m coming to the end of this pointless life that I have been attempting to live but it’s all too much. The final goodbye, it just a breath away. AnxietyBad LifeDeadDepressionDying Insidefuck meGoodbyei hate myselfIm SorryLonelySadSelf HarmThe Final 5 comments 0 Email Related posts 9/28/2023 another dumbass rant 9/17/2023 There is no meaning of life 9/15/2023 Birth Lottery 9/14/2023 Indecision 9/14/2023 I feel like screaming into the void 9/12/2023 Why try? 8/24/2023 another invalidating therapist 8/16/2023 I know, why I hate math now 8/14/2023 I usually don’t talk to others about this 8/6/2023 5 comments Cant91 10/21/2013 - 7:45 pm how about taking your mind off of things by doing something new and different, or are you at the end of the line? Log in to Reply suicidesilence 10/21/2013 - 8:05 pm I’m sorry Log in to Reply mizk 10/21/2013 - 8:20 pm I am chronically depressed and suicidal… But it’s not because I think this feeling will last forever or that there’s nothing that could change my current circumstances. It’s because I’m literally running out of energy and resources to do the things to help myself. Plus I can’t seem to think up something that I want aside from love and belonging and who wants a depressed person?!?! If you relate to this, maybe you could try what i’ve done before you give up searching for an alternative relief; – Book medical appointments (health checks, pills to ease the immediate pain, strategies to get to a happier place permanently). – Get human touch (as long as its consensual, the more hugs, kisses, massages, sex, etc the better). – Let yourself do nothing. – Ask anyone and everyone for help (the worst thy can do is say no). Aside from that… When all else fails, I’m trying to discover a way to suffocate myself in my sleep without the possibility of surviving with brain trauma!!! Log in to Reply cheyenne8197 10/21/2013 - 8:59 pm Life sucks a lot more than it does happiness but I order to be happy you have to fight through the struggles of life and take what’s yours… God has a plan for everyone when you feel down and depressed like you don’t want to live anymore pray and pray and go to church most people think that church is boring but when I pray and go to church when I’m down I feel a lot better about myself and things that are going on in life. Log in to Reply Fro-not-so-zen 10/21/2013 - 9:06 pm Yes, the feeling that it’s been a long time coming only makes me anxious. Though I still have some relations to cut off before I disappear. It’s funny how cruel life can be even to the bitter end. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.