Thought things were looking up but, it was all an illusion.
All I wanted was a true love that stayed, someone to embrace and give life meaning. But, man after man, date after date, I’ve given my trust to, to be used and returned to loneliness.
My therapy sessions have become philosophical debates: I, citing evidence as to why I have reasons to be so unhappy and worthless; her, telling me its simply the thoughts in my head and I can change in time.
Really? These men leaving me like trash, the missed phonecalls, being ignored by someone who lives in my same 6 unit apartment building, is “all in my head”? I wish!
I’m not even going to lie and announce a date for my suicide. I won’t have the guts. I figure, as an aspiring alcoholic these days, I’ll eventually get so drunk either my liver or disillusionment with lead me to death.
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Have you tried women girl? We are much better than men.
Lol, I haven’t. But, I’m very heterosexual. Women just don’t do it for me. Or else, I would’ve started playing for home team looong ago lol