I was hoping you’d disappear. See, I’ve come to realize that though I hate my life, I abhor yours. You and all of your perfection, your pride, your happiness. You and your perfect family with your picket fence and house on the hill. So then, as I sat there at my window watching the rain pour into that very lonely night, I couldn’t help but wish you away. I awoke from peace, leaning against a cool window and pulling a blanket over my shoulder. You hadn’t crossed my mind…until the pregnancy test caught my gaze. Will I never be rid of you?
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well it seems from this that you hate the person that got you pregnet but you cant do nothing other then abort but then again that child may not look like him and may have your natural beauty so just hang in there and imagine what its like to have a child in your armws
Contrarily, I love him, but he’s told me that his life is too good without me right now. I dont want to abort, but it seems that if i dont, I’d be ruining 2 lives and maybe a third
I don’t know what to say other than to offer my support. That’s a lot of thinking with the heart. My thoughts to you.