Do you know what I mean?
That feeling when you wake up and the first thing you want to do is go back to the world you were in the whole night. A world where you can be anything, achieve everything. Where nothing is weird and you can be truly happy?
I do.
Since I was fourteen.
If I could make one wish, I would wish I could live inside my dreams.
I have been thinking about suicide a lot… But you know…
I just can’t.
Maybe you expect me to say that I can’t because I don’t want to hurt my family. But that’s not it.
If I die, I can’t dream anymore. And there is only one thing in this whole world I never ever want to lose. The ability to dream.
This way of living is very depressive. I would gladly erase my whole existence in this world. But not if that means I’ll lose the chance to go to that perfect world. That is how I see my dreams. In them I can be the person I’ll never be able to be in this world.
I know this may sound spoiled and stupid, but this really is very frustrating. I’m kind of curious if there are more people out here who feel the same way as I do?
Please do let me know. It would be great talking to someone who understands me…..
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I agree, my dream world is so much better then the world we live in now. In my dreams I am invincible and everything is perfect and life is a dream, I wish I could’ve chose which world I could live in, because I world always always choose my dream world, it’s less complicated.
This may sound funny but this sounds so poetic. Do you not agree? To dream is to hope. It’s a perfect world because our subconscious is the one creating it. No i don’t think this sounds stupid at all, if anything, it sounds beautiful
You are going to go to this dream world after death.