fuck everyone, everything, over & over, hard.
don’t fucking talk about me like you know me because you just fucking don’t
if you did,
you would care more
and why can’t you fucking see all this evil in the world
why do you even smile or say it’s good
when someone you supposedly loved just turns into, well, money
how does no one actually give a shit
like what is thisssssssssss
i asked you for help, did i not?
you definitely saw me suffering
do i look strong to you?
choke me, stab me, rip off my skin, just do anything else… i know it would hurt less
just make sure it ends because i can’t stand this limitless torture anymore
please give me a way out
and stop pretending like it will all be okay eventually, because it won’t. ever. get. better.