I had surgery done last week and I had to go under general anesthesia.Ive never experienced that before and what an experience! Why can’t dying be this easy,I didn’t feel anything and I didn’t even notice when I went out,i just woke up,what felt like 5 minutes later but it was actually an hour and a half!.So weird at the same time it was so peaceful.Why cant people who want out of this cruel world die this way? so peacefully,no pain,no worries……life is not fair,I don’t want money or material things I just want to die……..but im scared
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I know exactly how you feel. I felt the same way after my general anesthesia experience. So peaceful… no awareness that you used to have an awareness. Yes, to be able to opt out that way would be ideal.
Dying this way would be pretty sweet, but I don’t enjoy this sort of experience otherwise. It wasn’t peaceful when I woke up – I was dizzy and couldn’t see properly and couldn’t stop shaking. Meh. Getting surgeries sucks.
I use to write short stories about an underground organization called the Suicide Society. You pay them a fee (because what else would a suicidal person spend it on) to kill you however you choose. Each story started with the person’s story/history and then played out from there. It was an excuse to indulge my fantasies. I have to say, your method is one of my favorites.
I remember the experience of general anesthesia. I remember the nurse telling me to count down from 10 and I got to maybe 7 before I was out….I have to say it is one of the weirdest things because it really does feel like maybe 2 minutes passed before you wake up….I wish I knew how to manufacture it or buy it….that is one of the most pleasurable ways to go out out there….no fear no struggle no survival instinct nothing…other than ******** this is the best way out
Yes please.
It’s heavenly to be put completely out of consciousness, but waking up again to reality is hell. It’s incredible that in just a few seconds you can “travel” from this earth with its sirens, screams and chaos to a place that envelopes you in complete darkness and tranquility. Last time I woke up I was so sick and distressed I found I had been hitting myself over and over. I would love to die in the peaceful way of anesthesia but the world prefers to torture us to death.
It is generally Propofol.
I had Dreams in my Anesthesia.
Most likely, you can find the Used Bottles with maybe 2 – 0.3 ml. 5ml at 5 Kg knocks you out for a glimpse when you lay down. You can’t recall the time has passed, between infinity and under a second but will always be clear.
There are Other Medicines that’ll knock you out. Some of them are OTC in some countries.
50 kg. 5ml in 50 kg.