I feel like dieing.

I’ve made a post before telling how and why I feel unhappy. But life seems so dull for me, and for some reason seems to like to send people that just aim to stress and hurt me emotionally. In the shortest way I can explain as to why my problems are worsening is I’m just tired of everyone. I’ve become so emotionless to the point where I just don’t care about almost everything, I ignored it to the point where it’s just all to much. The only thing stoping my end is just the fear of pain.