Not really sure what to do

November 15th, 2013by frodobaggins1246

Hey everyone, Frodo here (for those wondering, no that isn’t my real name, though it’d be pretty cool if it was). I don’t really know what this site is for, as I found it while searching up how painful it is to overdose (apparently very painful).  But I decided to register because I thought someone here might be able to help me. I just can’t take any more of my life. I know it sounds insanely selfish, but I just don’t want to live anymore. I feel incredibly weak for having these feelings, as I see people who have much worse lives than me be able to push through, but I just really can’t. I have no close friends, so no one I an turn to. I’m not close with any of my family either. I just don’t know what to do. My life just feels like an endless pit of despair. I don’t have any real friends, I have huge amounts of pressure put on me by my parents, my dad does a job that I’m ashamed of (not going to say) and I just have no drive for life, no passion for anything. And I know what you’re going to say “go out and join something that you enjoy” but that’s the thing, it’s gotten to a point where I just don’t want to do anything. I’m so scared that I’m going to fail at it. I’ve even started staying home “sick” from school because I was too scared of the pressure of it all. I know it probably sounds like I’m just a lazy kid who wants to give up, and I probably am, but I just want help. And if it matters, I’m a fifteen year old guy from Ottawa.



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