Really? This is what my life has come to?

I promised my younger sisters I would take them swimming on Thursday. That means I have to wear a swimsuit which means I can’t have fresh cuts on my leg. I really miss the days of being able to wear what I want when I want without worrying about covering scars and cuts. I just want to feel the pain so badly, but I have to wait. I don’t even know if I’m going to make it.